Struggle

So up until now I had been totally fine but now I am starting to get worn down.

I am supposed to be the relaxed one and the one who Ash can come to when she is freaking out.

I am supposed to be the one who doesn't get ruffled by the time this process takes.

I am the one who doesn't get flustered.

I am the one who is losing it.

I know its His time and His child but could He hurry them along???????