Enough

So yesterday in church we sang "Enough" by Chris Tomlin. It's a song I've sung many times over. For those of you not familiar with the song here are the lyrics.

All of You is more than enough for all of me

For every thirst and every need

You satisfy me with Your love

And all I have in You is more than enough

You are my supply

My breath of life

And still more awesome than I know

You are my reward

worth living for

And still more awesome than I know

All of You is more than enough for all of me

For every thirst and every need

You satisfy me with Your love

And all I have in You is more than enough

Youre my sacrifice

Of greatest price

And still more awesome than I know

Youre the coming King

You are everything

And still more awesome than I know

More than all I want

More than all I need

You are more than enough for me

More than all I know

More than all I can say

You are more than enough for me

(Deep breath)

I've been lying to God and myself for some time now. I haven't been satisfied with Him. He hasn't been enough. I've been consumed with this adoption process and the desire to have a child. 

Is that desire wrong? Absolutely not,

But, 

It cannot draw me away from my God and Creator. He is the breath if life and all is in His hands. 

I must be satisfied with Him. 

Lord, 

Help me to be satisfied with you.